MIA Tuesday...lol

I was lost on Tuesday out and about and forgot to blog...lol So this is Wednesday folks. I have a decision to make about plastics I need so much done it's horrible and I can't afford it all so I have to pick and choose carefully what I want. But I can't find a doctor that is willing to touch me because I'm what they call high risk so if they do anything it's going to be in little bits which will cost me more that way. I am considering going over the border for sure I have someone taking me on the 11Th to see a Dr in TJ. So we'll see? I'm depressed I hate the way I look. I wished I had the money to get it all done and without risking my self.